a few minutes before i goin back home..and yeah..tomorrow is SATURDAy..

i loveeeee weekend bcz its holiday!yea..tett..

takda plan ths weekend just want to stay home,,take a rest and clean up my room..

amatlah serabutnya kepala and bilik i this week..nk rest puas2..

adoi...damn bosan kat office this evening.da takde keja..tgu masa nk cabut je..

today i'm wearing my heels!yea..da lama xpkai heels buruk aku..

i'm not happy bcz i pakai heels...actually..lega cz

swelling around my ankles harini da beransur hilang...da about 2weeks my ankles bengkak..

hari ni kaki ku da kembali normal..but for how long...i dnt have an idea..

maybe within 3-4 days lg it will swell again n again...arghh...thats my fate...i really have to take care of my food and take my medication regularly..

hait........its 14th january 2010!wow!!sedar xsedar da 14 hari msuk 2010..

new year...new life..new hope...but i'm still the same..

lama "giler2" tak update ths blog..hurm..busy..(reason biasa)..

now baru rasa nk bukak semula..

10.30 am right now...

i'm at the office...got some works..but not too rush..so i'm feeling too free

just now...perut da menyanyi2...haiya..bru pkul brapa.lmbat lg lunch.huu..

so while i'm bored...kejanye=

browse2 laptop smbil mengunyah keropok ikan beli kat kedai incik fauzul bwh office..

menunggu time lunch....huhuhu

.love;

nadea<3

today

sad...confused...down.. thats all things in my head right now..

sometimes i'm sooo happy with my life,some other times it becomes miserable..

**mcm orang gila!jangan aku naik gila 1 hari nanti da la..huhuhu

nadea

interview

i got an interview...yesterday......

and the result..........

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to be continued...hehe

love;

.nadea

i miss someone

I miss your face

I miss your kiss

I even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to time

I miss you standing by my side -by babyface

i miss you....yes uuu..

love;

.nadea

thursday 11th june 2009

just wake up......

hurm........hope for a better day...

+_*

calm

....calm................at least for this moment..

I'M TIRED.....REALLY TIREDDDDDD

-_-

love;

.nadea

hurm..

spending the most entire day on my bed..

crying for the reason that i'm not sure even..

i just want to cryyyy......

and yes i'm crying a lot lately..

-_-,

just let the harm in my heart growing bigger..my heart cried..

and feel such i'm carrying a big stone in my head.no one knows..i guess no one cares too..

as long i can handle it...as long i can pretend the taste of happiness in my face..

its between me,myself..

tq life for torturing me..it make me can't wait to say hi to another world..

may i rest in peace later.

PAST...CURRENT.... FUTURE..

It's difficult to see from the surface.

But everything goes in and it stings..

Have u ever felt hurt before??felt down??

I’m just so confuse this time...

I’m confused with everything about life...

People always judge from the surface...they're never think and try to understand what matter inside..

They’re only saw smile on this face and thought "ohh..She just sooo happy with her life..."

but the truth...

I’m just not recognize myself anymore ..

every seconds...

I lost my way,..

A moment ago-I forgot about my passion...my aim.......*God..Please grant me*

I don’t even know to whom that I can speak out...to whom that I can express my feelings..

i felt that i shouldn’t talk about it to anyone so I’m just let it stay in my heart..

and write on this screen..

i just talk to myself that I’m not going to lose my future..

the future is in my hand..i have to fight for it..

and it starts from now on...

i'm worried that anything could happened to my life anytime, that will really hit me..-

the only thing i need to remember that time-i have a beautiful family next to me that always give me a support..

gosh...they need me more than anyone..

I love my family more than anything...My mum,my sis, my brothers. They’re come 1st even though I cant express it by words..

I’m just about to say sorry if i have done wrong before and really hurt u all-my heart..

Deep inside my heart i just want a perfect life but nothing was perfect...

The unexpected always come...it’s a fate...qada' and qadar..

As a human i have to take it and face it.

I’m touched with one quote-

"The dreams of the FUTURE better than the history of the PAST"

So now I’m working on my FUTURE and let the PAST to be pass..It’s only hurt...

love;

.nadea

1.2.3.4

Give me more loving then i've ever had.

Make it all better when i'm feeling sad.

Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

Barely gettin mad,

Im so glad i found you.

I love bein around you.

You make it easy,

As easy as 1 2,1 2 3 4.

There's only one thing two do three words four you.

I love you.

There's only one way two say those three words

And that's what i'll do.

I love you.

Give me more lovin from the very start.

Piece me back together when i fall apart.

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

Best that i've had.

Im so glad that i found you.

I love being around you.

You make it easy as easy as 1 2,1 2 3 4.

One two three four i love you.

I love you..

by Plain White T's..

i felt the words are AWESOME..dont you?

love;

.nadea