today

sad...confused...down.. thats all things in my head right now..

sometimes i'm sooo happy with my life,some other times it becomes miserable..

**mcm orang gila!jangan aku naik gila 1 hari nanti da la..huhuhu

nadea

interview

i got an interview...yesterday......

and the result..........

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to be continued...hehe

love;

.nadea

i miss someone

I miss your face

I miss your kiss

I even miss the arguments

That we would have from time to time

I miss you standing by my side -by babyface

i miss you....yes uuu..

love;

.nadea

thursday 11th june 2009

just wake up......

hurm........hope for a better day...

+_*

calm

....calm................at least for this moment..

I'M TIRED.....REALLY TIREDDDDDD

-_-

love;

.nadea

hurm..

spending the most entire day on my bed..

crying for the reason that i'm not sure even..

i just want to cryyyy......

and yes i'm crying a lot lately..

-_-,

just let the harm in my heart growing bigger..my heart cried..

and feel such i'm carrying a big stone in my head.no one knows..i guess no one cares too..

as long i can handle it...as long i can pretend the taste of happiness in my face..

its between me,myself..

tq life for torturing me..it make me can't wait to say hi to another world..

may i rest in peace later.

PAST...CURRENT.... FUTURE..

It's difficult to see from the surface.

But everything goes in and it stings..

Have u ever felt hurt before??felt down??

I’m just so confuse this time...

I’m confused with everything about life...

People always judge from the surface...they're never think and try to understand what matter inside..

They’re only saw smile on this face and thought "ohh..She just sooo happy with her life..."

but the truth...

I’m just not recognize myself anymore ..

every seconds...

I lost my way,..

A moment ago-I forgot about my passion...my aim.......*God..Please grant me*

I don’t even know to whom that I can speak out...to whom that I can express my feelings..

i felt that i shouldn’t talk about it to anyone so I’m just let it stay in my heart..

and write on this screen..

i just talk to myself that I’m not going to lose my future..

the future is in my hand..i have to fight for it..

and it starts from now on...

i'm worried that anything could happened to my life anytime, that will really hit me..-

the only thing i need to remember that time-i have a beautiful family next to me that always give me a support..

gosh...they need me more than anyone..

I love my family more than anything...My mum,my sis, my brothers. They’re come 1st even though I cant express it by words..

I’m just about to say sorry if i have done wrong before and really hurt u all-my heart..

Deep inside my heart i just want a perfect life but nothing was perfect...

The unexpected always come...it’s a fate...qada' and qadar..

As a human i have to take it and face it.

I’m touched with one quote-

"The dreams of the FUTURE better than the history of the PAST"

So now I’m working on my FUTURE and let the PAST to be pass..It’s only hurt...

love;

.nadea

1.2.3.4

Give me more loving then i've ever had.

Make it all better when i'm feeling sad.

Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

Barely gettin mad,

Im so glad i found you.

I love bein around you.

You make it easy,

As easy as 1 2,1 2 3 4.

There's only one thing two do three words four you.

I love you.

There's only one way two say those three words

And that's what i'll do.

I love you.

Give me more lovin from the very start.

Piece me back together when i fall apart.

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

Best that i've had.

Im so glad that i found you.

I love being around you.

You make it easy as easy as 1 2,1 2 3 4.

One two three four i love you.

I love you..

by Plain White T's..

i felt the words are AWESOME..dont you?

love;

.nadea

s.t.r.e.s.s

Dissertation+Presentation+Examination...then Final Report for 2 diffrnt Project...uwaaa;((

those works are killing me slowly hardly...

there is only about one week and half to finish up all those troubles that currently torturing me..

arghhhhh....>_<......!

21st may-presentation cimd(construction management and integrated design)

23rd may-water and environmental engineering(exam)

25th may-submit report for cimd and Research Project presentation

28th may-submit report for RP..

29th may-dah merdekaa..yahoooooo!!!

BUT......

i dont want to be failed.....!!!

this time the only things i cn do is pray pray prayyy for my success..

and keep doing my works...

i dnt want to think how it is goin to be at last...i'm just thinking about to finish up my works..ya...that my passion for now...

SEMANGAT!i need uuuuu......ajaa

I ASKED GOD....

I asked God to take away my pain.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole,
his body is only temporary.

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a by-product of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings.
Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings
you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life,
so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me love others, as much as He loves me.
God said..Ahhhhh...finally you have the idea.

love;

.nadea

16th APRIL 200916th MAY 2009

its 2.45 am....and i'm so damn boredddddddddddd..... i'm about to sleep when i posted ths entry even i da terlebih2 tido tk sedar diri...uhuhu...

waiting for mira to come here,because she need to borrow my laptop to do some works.

(mira da dtg nti then i cn continue my journey to lalaland...heheheh...) 

eh....ok.forget about tht.thats not the main purpose i'm writing just now..

ianya adalah utk mengewish my roomate 

a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!SWEET 23rd years anniversary of u....

hehehheheh...

p/s:yea.....da besya daa....thun dpn nk kawen daa dia...

kwang kwang kwang...hehehe^_^

love;

nadea