u

Thinking of u..thinking of u...arghh...all is about u..

i'm crazy enough wehh..please la.

stop it nadea!!

all the pretty things about my life seems gone.

totally gone at all...

why i'm being so weak when it comes about u...why?

i just can't understand myself.

i'm so sorry if i'm always act like childish and not immature enough to

understand everything about u.

BUT i have a feeling.

sometimes i feel just me,trying hard.

i don't see any effort comes from u.

isn't it worth for me?

waiting for something that unsure.

sometimes i'm tired of sacrifices everything.

at last what were i got only lie,betrayal,like i'm being used.

maybe...

i have to start rethink about myself.i have to.the journey are still long.

i want to catch up things up and get back on the track.

i have to change the way i'm thinking.the way i act..the way i treat people.

the way i treat u..

the moral is-i think i shouldn't plan everything in my life....its only become more miserable..

more hard to be such as our planning..more complicated.

just put a target for future...do it FOR mySELF!

and stay on the track...just follow the flow.

tk payah nak kusut2 kepala..

the question is,can i?

hurm..

just let time decide everything..