There are some peOpLe that when you 

see them 

or hear about them certainly you will be 

HAPPY..

and some you will shed TEARS 

and ask God why do I have to know 

this peOpLe ??

~_~

E.N.D.

is this the end of the story?

never say sorryy..

here ..




I used to ponder ....commemorate the life story of a bitter sweet ..

here also..


I got a peace ..


don't you ever disturb my reverie ..

Life for TODAY..be prepared for TOMORROW.

Life is so unpredictable..i constantly get to use this words nowaday^^,

i saw many scene in my life..

Sometimes I missed my old life…I miss my healthy time.

I miss all about my past….

I feel too much different from what I am before..too much until I can’t describe..

i do not know what to decide with my life..
sometimes i felt i have no direction.
what i have done i dont get back.
i'm really upset...
what i wish i never get..

Am I not deserve what we called the ‘HAPPINESS’?

I love to make people that I love = happy..
and i'm happy done something for them..
but..me?

i can't get happy myself~what a pity me..T_T

maybe thats all my fate...

live to satisfy other people rather than myself..

swear to God...its not easy to be me...

people wouldn't know what had i'm going through...

people wouldn't understand instead.

all that make me stronger..day by day...

i don't want to keep depressed myself..

but somewhere there's something that always crossing on my mind..

and i can't take it away just like that..
i have so much to think for now...,about my future..
about my career,my family,my health and everything etc etc etc...
so much things  in my mind..
i still have a long journey...
sometimes i just follow the flow..
my passion for now,just work work and work...


i have to walk...walk....and walk..
whatever comes along my journey,i have to continue walk..




.nadea

upsr..upsr...just for joke:)

p/s:congrats aush (my bro cousin) on ur achievement..

pendedahan kisah 'cinta syhh'??what the hell...

just scrolling my facebook around...and 1 of my friend post about this..
i just found this article  http://my-sensasi.blogspot.com/2010/11/uncle-seekers-dedahkan-kisah-cinta.html....and i'm speechless..


the full story u can read at http://uncleseekers.blogspot.com/


p/s:uncle thats not funny..u're wrote about someone that 'well-known'..
and she is 'mantan permaisuri agong'..
at least respect others.. 
its hard to know the truth..

"TOLONG JAGA MATA SAYA BAIK2"

Ada seorang gadis buta yang membenci dirinya sendiri karena dia buta. Dia membenci semua orang, kecuali kekasih tercintanya. Dia selalu ada untuknya. Gadis itu mengatakan kalau seandainya dia boleh melihat, maka dia akan mengahwini kekasihnya itu.

Suatu hari, seseorang mendermakan sepasang mata untuknya agar dia boleh  melihat segalanya, termasuk kekasihya itu. Kekasih itu bertanya padanya, "karena sekarang kau sudah boleh melihat, apakah sekarang engkau mau mengahwini aku?". Gadis itu sudah boleh melihat namun apabila dia melihat kekasihnya itu,gadis itu terkejut karena kekasihnya itu ternyata juga buta, dan dia menolak untuk mengahwininya.

Lalu lelaki itu pun pergi dengan berlinangan air mata, dan beberapa waktu kemudian dia menuliskan surat untuk gadis itu. "TOLONG JAGA MATA SAYA BAIK-BAIK....."

# Beginilah manusia berubah ketika status mereka berubah. Hanya beberapa orang yang mengingat seperti apa hidupnya dahulu, dan siapa yang telah menemaninya pada saat-saat menderita.

REGARDS.

arghhhh..

everyone are soooo fucking anoying today!!

i will!

:: cz i love u T00 MUCH..

3rd

this is the 3rd time!!!
and for the 3rd time........why??*sigh*






whats wrong with me?whats wrong with my system?~_~




:: i'll just take it easy~