Life for TODAY..be prepared for TOMORROW.

Life is so unpredictable..i constantly get to use this words nowaday^^,

i saw many scene in my life..

Sometimes I missed my old life…I miss my healthy time.

I miss all about my past….

I feel too much different from what I am before..too much until I can’t describe..

i do not know what to decide with my life..
sometimes i felt i have no direction.
what i have done i dont get back.
i'm really upset...
what i wish i never get..

Am I not deserve what we called the ‘HAPPINESS’?

I love to make people that I love = happy..
and i'm happy done something for them..
but..me?

i can't get happy myself~what a pity me..T_T

maybe thats all my fate...

live to satisfy other people rather than myself..

swear to God...its not easy to be me...

people wouldn't know what had i'm going through...

people wouldn't understand instead.

all that make me stronger..day by day...

i don't want to keep depressed myself..

but somewhere there's something that always crossing on my mind..

and i can't take it away just like that..
i have so much to think for now...,about my future..
about my career,my family,my health and everything etc etc etc...
so much things  in my mind..
i still have a long journey...
sometimes i just follow the flow..
my passion for now,just work work and work...


i have to walk...walk....and walk..
whatever comes along my journey,i have to continue walk..




.nadea