Someday....

Someday i will go...

and that time......i'll make sure that i'm not cry for any people anymore..

but people will cry for me....

i'm too tired...

i'm too tired to pretend nothing..

i'm trying so hard n so long...

weird

;(

Wedding Celebrations..

fuhhh..this month full with wedding ceremony...

every weeks ada invitation..

the conclusions-june is bulan berjodoh..^___^

last week attended my cousin's wedding..

congratulation my dear cousin,fizah and her husband khairul.

the theme was silver-pink..hurm..okie la.

and today is my friend's big day.my ex-classmate.

congrattttttssss adib and zura...^^,

but i cant attend their wedding due to some problem..

since i don't have a transport right now..

sorry weh,klau aku ada kereta da smpai da..sorg2 pun ta kisah huhu...

mode:terkilan sangat2....!!

i just pass a gift to my other friend.tq afosz.

the following week is my uncle's wedding..

and i should be there...since their family quite close with mine.

takmo terkilan lagi ths time!huhu..

**someone just make me more aggrieved just now......

;-/

Sometimes..

SOMETIMES, the last thing you want comes in first, the first thing you want never comes...

and the unpredictable thing ALWAYS come.

am i not strong enough ?

AM I NOT STRONG ENOUGH ? ? ?

AM I NOT STRONG ENOUGH ? ? ?

AM I NOT STRONG ENOUGH ? ? ?

AM I NOT STRONG ENOUGH ? ? ?

gosh;(

i'm dealing with my emotions more than my disease..

the other problems still keeps disrupt me..

pls nadea..big no no for now...

i'm strong...i'm strong...i'm strongggggggggggg!!!!

DON'T EVER judge a book by its cover.pls ppl!

until today..

thank God i'm still breathing...until today.

i learnt so much things in my life..

the phrase that i want to express at this moment..

'don't judge a book by its cover'..that means...

+ don't ever determine the worth of something based on its appearance

+ don't ever judge people or things by what they look like from the outside..

from my experience..even the ppl u know well, u can't simply judge them..

because life is unexpected..

and

human are not perfect..

if u keep judge a ppl u have no time to love them-Mother Teresa

life is too short..

never asked why ?... no reason...u ppl should b know the answer..

i just want to remind..

never ever okay~

♥ nadea

dear God;i need them..

i still need both of them...

;(

dugaan

yes..tuhan sentiasa menduga kita dalam pelbgai bentuk.

once again..aku di duga.ouh god.the same disease.

;(

this time i feel more terrible than the last time.

suddenly i'm bloated all over the body..it's suck..

my weight extremely increase more than 7kg because

i'm carry an excessive water in my body.

my joint feel pain. da macam nenek2 rasa.huhu

xtau mcm mn boleh kena balik..

tp itulah kebesaran tuhan..

it show that he can give or take back everything,anytime.

but things happen for a reason..pasti ada hikmah disebalik dugaan ni,

at this moment..

i just pray to god.

**This is how God showed his love for me. He is a mighty love that has no beginning and no ending..But how cn i survive?...God..!Yes,only God will open the way even though its complicated.cz there is no guarantee that this life is easy...if u do good things, good things will happen to u. InsyaAllah;))

love.

Ask me to give my life, I will.

Ask me to bare my soul, I’ll do it.

I would do anything that you ask.

There’s only one thing I can not seem to do.

Please don't ask me to stop loving you.

how much i hate u but i still love u the most.

;((

i just can't.

♥ nadea

24th april 2010

The more i know mean the more i hurt.but it's the truth that i have to accept.Dear God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.Trying to find my strength.I'm just too weak..

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone