Every goodbye makes the next hello closer..

R.E.L.I.E.V.E.D.

today i feel sooooooooooo relieved..
i don't know why..
suddenly i feel free..


thanks.thanks.thanks.
thank God!


thanks friend ♥




There comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book. -Josh Jameson

There are some peOpLe that when you 

see them 

or hear about them certainly you will be 

HAPPY..

and some you will shed TEARS 

and ask God why do I have to know 

this peOpLe ??

~_~

E.N.D.

is this the end of the story?

never say sorryy..

here ..




I used to ponder ....commemorate the life story of a bitter sweet ..

here also..


I got a peace ..


don't you ever disturb my reverie ..

Life for TODAY..be prepared for TOMORROW.

Life is so unpredictable..i constantly get to use this words nowaday^^,

i saw many scene in my life..

Sometimes I missed my old life…I miss my healthy time.

I miss all about my past….

I feel too much different from what I am before..too much until I can’t describe..

i do not know what to decide with my life..
sometimes i felt i have no direction.
what i have done i dont get back.
i'm really upset...
what i wish i never get..

Am I not deserve what we called the ‘HAPPINESS’?

I love to make people that I love = happy..
and i'm happy done something for them..
but..me?

i can't get happy myself~what a pity me..T_T

maybe thats all my fate...

live to satisfy other people rather than myself..

swear to God...its not easy to be me...

people wouldn't know what had i'm going through...

people wouldn't understand instead.

all that make me stronger..day by day...

i don't want to keep depressed myself..

but somewhere there's something that always crossing on my mind..

and i can't take it away just like that..
i have so much to think for now...,about my future..
about my career,my family,my health and everything etc etc etc...
so much things  in my mind..
i still have a long journey...
sometimes i just follow the flow..
my passion for now,just work work and work...


i have to walk...walk....and walk..
whatever comes along my journey,i have to continue walk..




.nadea

upsr..upsr...just for joke:)

p/s:congrats aush (my bro cousin) on ur achievement..

pendedahan kisah 'cinta syhh'??what the hell...

just scrolling my facebook around...and 1 of my friend post about this..
i just found this article  http://my-sensasi.blogspot.com/2010/11/uncle-seekers-dedahkan-kisah-cinta.html....and i'm speechless..


the full story u can read at http://uncleseekers.blogspot.com/


p/s:uncle thats not funny..u're wrote about someone that 'well-known'..
and she is 'mantan permaisuri agong'..
at least respect others.. 
its hard to know the truth..

"TOLONG JAGA MATA SAYA BAIK2"

Ada seorang gadis buta yang membenci dirinya sendiri karena dia buta. Dia membenci semua orang, kecuali kekasih tercintanya. Dia selalu ada untuknya. Gadis itu mengatakan kalau seandainya dia boleh melihat, maka dia akan mengahwini kekasihnya itu.

Suatu hari, seseorang mendermakan sepasang mata untuknya agar dia boleh  melihat segalanya, termasuk kekasihya itu. Kekasih itu bertanya padanya, "karena sekarang kau sudah boleh melihat, apakah sekarang engkau mau mengahwini aku?". Gadis itu sudah boleh melihat namun apabila dia melihat kekasihnya itu,gadis itu terkejut karena kekasihnya itu ternyata juga buta, dan dia menolak untuk mengahwininya.

Lalu lelaki itu pun pergi dengan berlinangan air mata, dan beberapa waktu kemudian dia menuliskan surat untuk gadis itu. "TOLONG JAGA MATA SAYA BAIK-BAIK....."

# Beginilah manusia berubah ketika status mereka berubah. Hanya beberapa orang yang mengingat seperti apa hidupnya dahulu, dan siapa yang telah menemaninya pada saat-saat menderita.

REGARDS.

arghhhh..

everyone are soooo fucking anoying today!!

i will!

:: cz i love u T00 MUCH..

3rd

this is the 3rd time!!!
and for the 3rd time........why??*sigh*






whats wrong with me?whats wrong with my system?~_~




:: i'll just take it easy~

Perfect Two (Acoustic Version) - Auburn

For the Rest of My Life....

For The Rest Of my Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found your home and sail with me

And I`m here with you

Now let me let you know

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

And there is a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you...loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we`re together in Jannah

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

And theres a couple word I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here

Infront of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

and what if tomorrow never comes ?

Sometimes late at night 
I lie awake and watch him sleeping 
He's lost in peaceful dreams 
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark 
And the thought crosses my mind 
If I never wake up in the morning 
Would he ever doubt the way I feel 
About his in my heart 
If tomorrow never comes 
Will he know how much I loved him 
Did I try in every way 
To show him every day 
That he's my only one 
If my time on earth were through 
And he must face the world without me 
Is the love I gave him in the past 
Gonna be enough to last 
If tomorrow never comes 
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life 
Who never knew how much I loved them 
Now I live with the regret 
That my true feelings for them never were revealed 
So I made a promise to myself 
To say each day how much he means to me 
And avoid that circumstance 
Where there's no second chance 
To tell him how I feel 
If tomorrow never comes 
Will he know how much I loved him 
Did I try in every way 
To show him every day 
That he's my only one 
If my time on earth were through 
And he must face the world without me 
Is the love I gave him in the past 
Gonna be enough to last 
If tomorrow never comes 
So tell that someone that you love 
Just what you're thinking of 
If tomorrow never comes....

amazing!

20.10.2010!!


bEAutifuL nUmber ♥

ayah..

<3 my late father - Mohd Nasir Bin Yunus..

al-fatihah.

Regards

nadea

bila?

bila kau sedih kau juga mahuku menangis...bila kau serabut aku juga kau ribut...bila kau senang hati kau mahuku turut...kata hati mu...smpai bila harus hidup begini...aku bkn hamba abdi...

10.10.10

Amazing 10.10.10


Goodbye !

its soooooooooooo true!

i love u enough to fight for u,

compromise for u..

enough to miss u incredibly when we are apart,

no matter wat length of time and regardless of the distance..

enough to believe in the relationship,

to stand by it through the worse of times..

enough to spend the rest of my life with u,

be there for u and never ever want to live without u..

---

true love is when u shed a tear and still want him..

its when he ignores u and u still love him..

its when he loves another but u still smile and say "i'm happy for u"..

when crying is all wat u can really do..

p/s: i took this from my friend's note...and YES!I do agree with her.

<3 <3 <3

love;

.nadea

i can't lie to myself..i'm just about cant pretend anymore
if only i can turn back time...

I'LL BE..

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me


All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go


I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go


I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK


I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly


You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me


And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want

And gather myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day

And make everything OK

Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah


And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need




.love,
nadea

erm.

don't know what's wrong with me this few days.terrible!
i just scare if i get sick again..gosh!!but now i'm recover.thanks to <3 one.
i appreciate that.really.


regards,
ndea

Love, Cherish and Celebrate..

Love, Cherish and Celebrate every day that comes.


You never know, maybe that will be the last day of your life or maybe theirs...

Sept,14 twenty-ten

I am afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all..

Wednesday,Sept 09 2010.
Ramadhan 29..



Hello SYAWAL..
and
I'm gonna miss u.....RAMADHAN....
(best puasa!!)
cepatnyer masa berlalu..tak terasa macam nak raya..
uh uhhhh..setan2 pon da nak terlepas..arghhh...

A Dedication,,,

      

Sometimes,the memories are too bitter to be going through.

but it was too sweet to be remembered.

Life is not always beautiful,but the beautiful one will stay alive in memories.

if the love present just for disappointing

it'll be better if the love never came.

Disappointment in love does not mean that the world has ended.

The bright future based on the past that was forgotten.

This life is beautiful if we know to appreciate.

But it is painful in case we take it for granted.

-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-

*hoping that a our life will be cheerful*

;)

love;

ndea

(✿ ♥‿♥)

Pada suatu hari di sekolah,seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya. Ketika itu guru tersebut sedang mengajar mengenai kasih saying..

Pelajar : Cikgu, mcm mana kita nak pilih seseorang yg terbaik sebagai orang yang paling kita saying?Mcm mana juga kasih saying itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Ok.kamu ikut apa yg saya suruh. Kamu pergi ke padang.kamu berjalan dia atas rumput sambil  memandang rumput didepan kamu.pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lg walau sekali.dah petik rumput yg PALING cantik, bawa ke kelas”.

Apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumputpun di tangannya.

Cikgu: Kenapa tiada rumput yang dipilih?

Pelajar: Tadi masa berjalan, saya mencari rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik, tapi cikgu kata pilih yang paling cantik. Maka saya terus berjalan ke depan mencari rumput yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tidak jumpa lagi rumput yang paling cantik.

        Mungkin ada di belakang tadi rumput yang paling cantik tapi cikgu kata saya tidak boleh ke belakang semula, Maka tiadalah rumput yang saya petik.

Cikgu: Itulah jawapannya. Klaau kita telah berjumpa dengan orang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari yang lebih baik dari itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita dengan sebaik-baiknya. Jangan menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap berlaku dan tidak akan berulang lagi. Ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itu adalah yang paling cantik dan paling baik. Walaupun sebenarnya banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput itu…




.love;
ndea

Sometimes you have to smile, pretend everything's ok, hold back the tears, and just walk away.
.
.
.
....

Sometimes.. remembering good memories can make you cry...




-ndea-