dear God;i need them..

i still need both of them...

;(

dugaan

yes..tuhan sentiasa menduga kita dalam pelbgai bentuk.

once again..aku di duga.ouh god.the same disease.

;(

this time i feel more terrible than the last time.

suddenly i'm bloated all over the body..it's suck..

my weight extremely increase more than 7kg because

i'm carry an excessive water in my body.

my joint feel pain. da macam nenek2 rasa.huhu

xtau mcm mn boleh kena balik..

tp itulah kebesaran tuhan..

it show that he can give or take back everything,anytime.

but things happen for a reason..pasti ada hikmah disebalik dugaan ni,

at this moment..

i just pray to god.

**This is how God showed his love for me. He is a mighty love that has no beginning and no ending..But how cn i survive?...God..!Yes,only God will open the way even though its complicated.cz there is no guarantee that this life is easy...if u do good things, good things will happen to u. InsyaAllah;))

love.

Ask me to give my life, I will.

Ask me to bare my soul, I’ll do it.

I would do anything that you ask.

There’s only one thing I can not seem to do.

Please don't ask me to stop loving you.

how much i hate u but i still love u the most.

;((

i just can't.

♥ nadea

24th april 2010

The more i know mean the more i hurt.but it's the truth that i have to accept.Dear God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.Trying to find my strength.I'm just too weak..

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

.........

WHY DO PEOPLE NEVER

APPRECIATE

WHAT THEY HAVE

UNTIL IT’S GONE ?????

..or you really want me to go.............

*Life is unpredictable and THIS is human nature.....

a few minutes before i goin back home..and yeah..tomorrow is SATURDAy..

i loveeeee weekend bcz its holiday!yea..tett..

takda plan ths weekend just want to stay home,,take a rest and clean up my room..

amatlah serabutnya kepala and bilik i this week..nk rest puas2..

adoi...damn bosan kat office this evening.da takde keja..tgu masa nk cabut je..

today i'm wearing my heels!yea..da lama xpkai heels buruk aku..

i'm not happy bcz i pakai heels...actually..lega cz

swelling around my ankles harini da beransur hilang...da about 2weeks my ankles bengkak..

hari ni kaki ku da kembali normal..but for how long...i dnt have an idea..

maybe within 3-4 days lg it will swell again n again...arghh...thats my fate...i really have to take care of my food and take my medication regularly..

hait........its 14th january 2010!wow!!sedar xsedar da 14 hari msuk 2010..

new year...new life..new hope...but i'm still the same..

lama "giler2" tak update ths blog..hurm..busy..(reason biasa)..

now baru rasa nk bukak semula..

10.30 am right now...

i'm at the office...got some works..but not too rush..so i'm feeling too free

just now...perut da menyanyi2...haiya..bru pkul brapa.lmbat lg lunch.huu..

so while i'm bored...kejanye=

browse2 laptop smbil mengunyah keropok ikan beli kat kedai incik fauzul bwh office..

menunggu time lunch....huhuhu

.love;

nadea<3

today

sad...confused...down.. thats all things in my head right now..

sometimes i'm sooo happy with my life,some other times it becomes miserable..

**mcm orang gila!jangan aku naik gila 1 hari nanti da la..huhuhu

nadea

interview

i got an interview...yesterday......

and the result..........

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to be continued...hehe

love;

.nadea